It's Christmas in May! 'Tis the Kentucky Derby today - the horses will be running for the roses and I am pumped. I just wish my brother was still alive so we could do our usual coast-coast derby betting - it's just not the same without him . I still miss him every single day and would give anything for him to be here. But I will put money down on a horse or two for him and send it up to the heavens for him.